Today I am consumed with guilt. It is a feeling that I really don’t like but yesterday I did something I have never done before. I saw an advertisement in an adult magazine for phone sex and I dialled the number. I chatted away to a woman about my sexual fantasies and before I knew it I had been on the phone for almost two hours. I feel really terrible about it because if Sharon ever found out she would be really upset. She would feel as though I had betrayed her in some way and I suppose I have done but there is nothing I can do about now, the damage has been done. I don’t even know the reason why I did it. Worse still, I didn’t even stop to think about the way that she would feel if she found out. I just hope and pray that she doesn’t and that it can remain my secret.
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